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It’s been two months since my last post. A lot of growth, a lot of struggle, and a lot of talking to God. His provisions are amazing and he’s provided me with another miracle. Another clean scan and more hope for the future. I trust God and this time has taught me even more that you always see the light through the darkness even if it takes longer than you want.

God has gifted me with the miracle of growing another life. Albeit much sooner than I expected or wanted. It’s still a miracle and I feel so blessed to live out his mission for me. It’s come with a lot of emotions, fear, what will be dozens of doctor’s appointments, and anxiety awaiting the most amazing gift from God. We’ve seen baby three times already and we’ll have at least 4 more chances. My brain scan from week 14 of pregnancy was clear and no changes from six months ago. I feel so relieved and like the million pound weight of the world is off of my shoulders. Baby is healthy and growing and I’m overall feeling pretty good (after we got over Influenza A, that is). The next 5-6 months is going to be a rollercoaster and I’m so excited for it. I’m so excited to embrace all of the amazing parts of being pregnant and just truly cherish every single minute of this experience since it might be my last. Thank you, God. Alleluia, alleluia!